It's Winter Somewhere (ep):

were you misused?
Were you misused by your forward thinking boyfriend?
Were you confused? Were you often lonesome?
Were you left bruised? Did you tell him it’s ok?
Ok, can you take it back? Are you almost through?
Were you undone like Duran Duran?
Were you Unfun, like that rockin’ band?
Ok, I could help you leave. I could help you feel like it’s ok.
Can you make it back? Is he almost through with you?

SE corner
The street sounds different with the rain like your voice changes tone when
you complain. Like the car ahead will blur and swim and my thoughts are always somewhere else.
And I’m washed away in it as I wash my hands of it.
I give up. I’ll sleep on the floor tonight. I give up.
Somebody’s got to say something.
Somebody’s got to say something.

confidence in something shaky
Half asleep when you start quizzing me, I hear, I hear every other word and fill in my own. Half the time, I can’t take you seriously. The days double back and I’m living the same thing again and again and again. Sometimes I think you want to leave me to see if you can deceive me. I’ll tell you once, it’s not that hard. I trust you like a friend should trust a friend. I know it’s hard to believe this, but you were not my first kiss. You’re saying you’ve been wanting to, so leave me. C’mon leave me. High near the ceiling, I watched it all unfold. I sat in the shower until the water ran cold over me.

sleeping in the crawlspace
No time like the past to relive. So much I can’t bring myself to forgive. So
much I can’t bring myself not to feel. I’ve been so stuck in this it seems
real. Hey- hey you. Just a simple note to let you know where I am. Hey- hey
you. Hear it once and file it away. Please don’t remind me.
And so I left. I sat in the back seat and listened to a sad song loudly. So,
I guess I won’t see you until the next show.
No time like the past to relive. If you need me, you can find me in the
crawlspace.
Hey- hey you. Just a simple note to let you know where I am. Hey- hey you.
Hear it once and file it away. Please don’t remind me.
And so I pick myself up as you fall apart again, the same goddamn
performance we both gave last night. I know, I know you don’t mean it, but
maybe we should.
Hey
Hey
Hey
Hey
Well, thanks guys, I guess I’m done. Hope you had lots of fun. I guess that
I’ll be seeing you. Send me the double prints, memories in rosey tints. We
can all pretend I never needed you.